Ahhhh crap. Thanks for shoving it in my face haha. To be honest, I probably didn't handle the whole breaking off the engagement situation. At first, I had hopes that we would get back together and then I was just trying to avoid the situation. So, when I got the 16, 14, and 12 month reminders, I deleted them suppppa fast. I think I should probably go delete my wedding page and let The Knot know, that I no longer need their services ;) I didn't realize how much stuff I had done for the wedding and now I am trying to reverse and cancel everything.
I feel like.......
I am so incredibly happy (and jealous) of my friends who are getting married in the near future!! It is such a great feeling and I am so excited for when that days comes for me again! {No rush. right now} It feels crazy that everyone is getting married or having babies but I guess that time is coming.
One of my friends I have known forever, just asked me to be in her wedding! I was so excited. This will be the second wedding I have been in ever. The first being my sister. I am hopeful that the timing will work out and that I can make it back for her wedding! I am a little sad that I won't be around to help her with the decorations but maybe I can be their via skype. I don't have a picture, but she asked me with something similar to below.
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The more that I have been apartment and job hunting, I am getting really excited but am starting to get sad too. I have mixed feelings. I was so ready to get away from my family but now I realize it might be harder than I thought. I know it will be a good experience for myself but it will be hard at first adjusting on my own.
Were you nervous when you first moved out of your parents?
Any apartment hunting tips?
I would love any tips about moving far away from your loved ones.
I was out of my parents house for 7 yrs. but on and off. and technically wasn't completely moved out. I'm sure its scary when you do finally move out completely. but that's the whole thing about growin up.
ReplyDeleteIt's scarrrry! You think you're ready and then you get there and you're like AHHH but you are already setting up another awesome support system thru blogging and there are TONS of people who moved away from their parents on their own and blog about it. Erin at Two Thirds Hazel is one! It will be hard at first but great once you get a little more comfortable! Have you found an apartment yet?!
ReplyDeleteHey! New follower! Your blog is cute! getting to be in your friend's wedding is such a treat!
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