Today, I recieved an e-mail from
The Knot. *Reminder, your wedding is only 10 months away!*
Ahhhh crap. Thanks for shoving it in my face haha. To be honest, I probably didn't handle the whole breaking off the engagement situation. At first, I had hopes that we would get back together and then I was just trying to avoid the situation. So, when I got the 16, 14, and 12 month reminders, I deleted them suppppa fast. I think I should probably go delete my wedding page and let The Knot know, that I no longer need their services ;) I didn't realize how much stuff I had done for the wedding and now I am trying to reverse and cancel everything.
I feel like.......
I am so incredibly happy (and jealous) of my friends who are getting married in the near future!! It is such a great feeling and I am so excited for when that days comes for me again! {No rush. right now} It feels crazy that everyone is getting married or having babies but I guess that time is coming.
One of my friends I have known forever, just asked me to be in her wedding! I was so excited. This will be the second wedding I have been in ever. The first being my sister. I am hopeful that the timing will work out and that I can make it back for her wedding! I am a little sad that I won't be around to help her with the decorations but maybe I can be their via skype. I don't have a picture, but she asked me with something similar to below.
The more that I have been apartment and job hunting, I am getting really excited but am starting to get sad too. I have mixed feelings. I was so ready to get away from my family but now I realize it might be harder than I thought. I know it will be a good experience for myself but it will be hard at first adjusting on my own.
Were you nervous when you first moved out of your parents?
Any apartment hunting tips?
I would love any tips about moving far away from your loved ones.